The new State of Depression

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To be depressed is nothing bad.
I know it: I'm depressed all the time.
The world IS saddening, all of its aspects.
Very rarely is there anything lifting my neutral mood to happiness.
Oh, I didn't write I was sad all the time, just depressed.
I have no mood. Mood is a myth. To me.

Nobody wants to read this.
Nobody will.
And I still write it.
In an irrational longing for people acknowledging me.
Where it may ever have come from, I don't know.
I don't want it to exist. But it does.
And it makes me want to have friends.

Mistake night. I went too far.
Wanted them to be my friends too much.
I incinerated the ground between us by running towards them too fast.
Yes, that doesn't make any sense.
Although the fire has been fought successfully now, a spark lives on in me.
It aligns with the other sparks, adding to the general state of depression.
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