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To be depressed is nothing bad.
I know it: I'm depressed all the time.
The world IS saddening, all of its aspects.
Very rarely is there anything lifting my neutral mood to happiness.
Oh, I didn't write I was sad all the time, just depressed.
I have no mood. Mood is a myth. To me.
Nobody wants to read this.
Nobody will.
And I still write it.
In an irrational longing for people acknowledging me.
Where it may ever have come from, I don't know.
I don't want it to exist. But it does.
And it makes me want to have friends.
Mistake night. I went too far.
Wanted them to be my friends too much.
I incinerated the ground between us by running towards them too fast.
Yes, that doesn't make any sense.
Although the fire has been fought successfully now, a spark lives on in me.
It aligns with the other sparks, adding to the general state of depression.
I know it: I'm depressed all the time.
The world IS saddening, all of its aspects.
Very rarely is there anything lifting my neutral mood to happiness.
Oh, I didn't write I was sad all the time, just depressed.
I have no mood. Mood is a myth. To me.
Nobody wants to read this.
Nobody will.
And I still write it.
In an irrational longing for people acknowledging me.
Where it may ever have come from, I don't know.
I don't want it to exist. But it does.
And it makes me want to have friends.
Mistake night. I went too far.
Wanted them to be my friends too much.
I incinerated the ground between us by running towards them too fast.
Yes, that doesn't make any sense.
Although the fire has been fought successfully now, a spark lives on in me.
It aligns with the other sparks, adding to the general state of depression.
What the fuck, day one!?
What was up with me when I joined?
Seriously, how fucking stupid was I?
Just...fuck me...back then...
I have actually disgusted myself.
Devious Journal Entry
Tagged by ~tulf42 (https://www.deviantart.com/tulf42)
1. Say ten of your favorite characters from different fandoms
2. Tag ten people
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The best of some of my favourite creative continua:
1. Sherlock from the same-named BBC series
2. the Fallen from Transformers (although the movie sucked)
3. Adam Jenson from Deus Ex
4. my very own Lewis from Life on Mars
5. BILL CIPHER
6. J.A.R.V.I.S./Vision from the Marvel Cinematic Universe (although that term is used incorrectly here)
7. Newt as portrayed in the Maze Runner BOOKS (that's improtant)
8. Staz C. Blood from Blood Lad
9. again one of my own: 17 from the same-named short
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I am afraid. (originally the title of this, but it looked too much like - well, you read the title)
Putting something like this up here may likely be the stupidest thing to do with it, but since there is no entity adequate for talking about it in physical reach right now, I kind of have no choice.
I've seen this coming for a long time.
I'm close to the end of the school part now and I don't like it. Of course I like it at the same time, too, and depending on how well I did my exams (or how badly) there could lie one or two additional years in the dark before me. And that it is, making me afraid.
Darkness in the future is not what I'm used
Dimensions go higher and higher, don't you see!?
Inception brought us the alteration of space, the three initial dimensions, by putting mind over matter. Okay, the matter was essentially mind, but still, space and it's physical properties got altered in this movie to the extant of a possible penrose-staircase.
But Nolan, my name sharer, didn't stop there, with Interstellar he multiplied Inception by Infinity. Seriously, if you want to know what's the next higher dimension, put the one you have now next to it over and over again infinitely and you get it.
So what happens if you stack space onto space onto space until you have a string of which every point is a whole spacial universe?
Di
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