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the artwork gifts the artist by TrafalgarNolan the artwork gifts the artist :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 1 Tragedy by TrafalgarNolan Tragedy :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 0 last stage  by TrafalgarNolan last stage :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 0 0 artistic experiment  by TrafalgarNolan artistic experiment :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 2 0 exploded square by TrafalgarNolan exploded square :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 0 Antique Amphitheater View by TrafalgarNolan Antique Amphitheater View :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 2 0 Staircase by Michelangelo's Palazzo  by TrafalgarNolan Staircase by Michelangelo's Palazzo :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 7 the big one  by TrafalgarNolan the big one :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 0 a portal in a church  by TrafalgarNolan a portal in a church :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 0 antique wall with a modern window by TrafalgarNolan antique wall with a modern window :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 4 0 golden by TrafalgarNolan golden :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 3 0 Rarity  by TrafalgarNolan Rarity :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 0 0 First day by TrafalgarNolan First day :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 2 0 Sunglasses and a Friend  by TrafalgarNolan Sunglasses and a Friend :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 0 0 Ponte Cavour, Rome  by TrafalgarNolan Ponte Cavour, Rome :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 1 0 WIP - Pascal's wooden katana by TrafalgarNolan WIP - Pascal's wooden katana :icontrafalgarnolan:TrafalgarNolan 0 0
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Nolan (isn't it obvious?)
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currently binational (german & american) aspie chaoshead


the artwork gifts the artist
At my university there is a weekly thing, where architects from all around the world come to tell us about their ways for two or three hours.
The last one this semester spoke of 'gifts'.
The thing is: no matter how thorough you plan a project of whatever profession, there is always an aspect you forget. He showed pictures of a pavillon made of wood and glass and the gift there was the way the light scattered through the glass in a corner in the very back of the building. Nobody involved with the construction of the pavillon ever thought about how these aspects of the building would interact with another, also with the light coming from outside on the site. How could they? It's impossible to simulate.

This little heart shape on the concrete rubber glove puppet is it's gift. I didn't think of where the air would go when the concrete densed down. But as always it went up and formed a bubble.
Sometimes we fail.
Sometimes failure is fatal.
Sometimes fatality is beautiful.
artistic experiment
So our arts professor did some action painting with us. After several failed attempts of something I decided to just do what I always do: patterns like these.
To be depressed is nothing bad.
I know it: I'm depressed all the time.
The world IS saddening, all of its aspects.
Very rarely is there anything lifting my neutral mood to happiness.
Oh, I didn't write I was sad all the time, just depressed.
I have no mood. Mood is a myth. To me.

Nobody wants to read this.
Nobody will.
And I still write it.
In an irrational longing for people acknowledging me.
Where it may ever have come from, I don't know.
I don't want it to exist. But it does.
And it makes me want to have friends.

Mistake night. I went too far.
Wanted them to be my friends too much.
I incinerated the ground between us by running towards them too fast.
Yes, that doesn't make any sense.
Although the fire has been fought successfully now, a spark lives on in me.
It aligns with the other sparks, adding to the general state of depression.



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BATTLEFAIRIES Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2016
I was a wee bit confused there, when you asked the Djinn a question first and favourited something later. I went in and edited the reply, so hopefully that prevents any further misunderstandings.

Thank you for Favouriting!
TrafalgarNolan Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Oh, and thanks for the llama.
BATTLEFAIRIES Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016
A llama a day keeps the doctor away.
TrafalgarNolan Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Did you ever notice how actually this saying serves the exact opposite of what it is used for?
'[insert whatever here] a day keeps the doctor away.' does exactly say, that inserted whatever will serve to make it harder for doctors to find you, right? So maybe, if inserted whatever is consumed or executed regularly so that it's effect of keeping doctors away from you is sustained over a long time, you could still develop and suffer some sort of cancer (or other, already cureable diseases)! Try then to get to a doctor. They can't find you. Your inevitable fate for consuming/executing inserted whatever is to die with you not even knowing exactly why!

So be careful with what you say keeps doctors away.
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TrafalgarNolan Featured By Owner Feb 12, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Misunderstandings successfully prevented.
Hopefully the Djinn didn't get too mad.
BATTLEFAIRIES Featured By Owner Feb 13, 2016
The Djinn is always rather cheeky, but she's got the patience to match an immortal creature of her kind.
SweetDeidara Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016
Ich versteh das mit dem rad nicht .x.

Und ja ich habe Spaß mit dem Tablet!
Aber nur solange ich nicht sowas aufwendiges mache xD
Oh man... wenn man keine Ahnung von dem Zeugs hat 
aber genau weiß wie man es haben will und es aber nicht geht ..
so frustrierend....
TrafalgarNolan Featured By Owner Jan 28, 2016  Hobbyist General Artist
Das Problem kenne ich. Doppelt. Vor ein paar Monaten noch konnte ich keine ikosa- und dodekaedrisch-symmetrischen Konstruktionen in SketchUp hinkriegen, aber dann gelang diese eine winzige Information in den Umfang meines Wissens, seitdem geht's. Dir wird es wahrscheinlich ähnlich ergehen. Bloß nicht unbedingt mit ikosa- und dodekaedrischer Symmetrie.

Wie ich es mir dachte...rad (engl. Umgangssprache): Kurzform von radical, wird als geil oder arschcool verwendet. Universelles Wort zur Bezeugung ultimativen Gefallens.
Rem-Brandt Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Welcome to DeviantArt, and here a little present :… :=) :=)
Enjoy !
DamaiMikaz Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Tnx for the fav :la:
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